Birthing Story

It's been 12 days since I delivered Blake & I have finally begun to journal about my labor/his birth. My doula really encouraged me to do this & last week Levi wrote it on our fridge list of "things to do." I think I have hesitated because I knew I would write a lot -- indeed, I'm four full pages in & still going strong. I made the decision early on, with Levi's support, to have an unmedicated birth & am still somewhat surprised that I made it through. It was amazing & by far the hardest physical feat I have ever accomplished. My total labor was 12 hours & relentless -- from 8am until Blake was born at 5:15pm, there was never more than a 6 minute break between contractions. During varying times I was surprised at the intensity, feared the process, doubted myself, & felt a strong determination to see it through. I would not have been able to do it without the incredible, non-stop support of Levi, our doula Rebecca, & the nursing staff at Evergreen Hospital. I have found so much value in hearing the birthing stories of friends -- we learn from one another's experiences & find important insights & affirmations as we share our intimate & empowering stories. I am happy to share more of my story with those who would like to hear it.